"Waiting on the world to change"

Dude, I suck at writing. I never write according to the subject. LOL. I know one person, can never really make a big impact on changing the world, but doing little things like going to the YMCA, and meeting all these people, and just those people I spend my nights with playing basketball, I realize how much I really look up to them, and how I wanna do nothing but spend my time at the Y, and be around these people. I guess these people, are the ones who make the changes and the influences in my life. -__- That sounds stupid, but yeah I obviously went to the YMCA again today, even though I thought I wasn't going to. School today was allright, nothing special, but once again I always love going to those certain teachers throughout the day that make school bareable for me. After school most people had left for track, so it was me and Richard at Gould's study session. Unfortunately we got caught doing other HW for other classes instead of his work, so we didn't recieve the point, but I tried not to let that bother me too much. I went to Collado's room after to pay her a little visit. =) Dude, Mrs. Collado is probably my favorite teacher this year and I love her, and going to her classroom. She's always so patient, and willing to help me. Haha. I went home after and did my HW, and then went to the Y with Brannon and worked out a little this time then spent the rest of the time playing basketball. It was pretty fun, saw some old faces, and some new. It felt good playing a pickup game. Gotta still work on my indecisiveness. That's such a big problem of mine. Happy Birthday Danielle! I wish I got my fellow Burm something but I didn't, Chinese dudes are too broke, especially me. -__- Mr. Vargas makes me want to read Watchmen and watch the movie this Friday, so hopefully I'll watch it this Friday with my friends. It's weird how I feel I'm slowly changing, but I guess it's still all on that finding myself shit. I miss my dad, I didn't really get to see him today because he's always out working or sleeping. I am such a spoiled kid, I get Dragons, YMCA, and all these rides and spending money. I get the trust of my parents just as long as I do my end of the deal and get good grades, but I don't. -__- Fuck! Why can't I step up the grades. I feel so horrible sometimes that I do nothing but enjoy my life while they spend theirs working hard to give me a better life and I guess I realize it to a certain extent but I do absoloutely nothing about it. Whatever, I'm just gunna sleep on it. -__-