Fuck school.

Dude, I am fucking tired today. It was hard waking up this morning, even though I slept early this whole break and woke up pretty early I guess. I just didn't feel like marching my ass to school today, but it doesn't matter because I get rides up the street every morning anyways because I'm fucking lazy. -__- Dude, I am getting so fucking sick of school. And I hate starting off my mornings with Physics. Mr. Gould is whack and he can't teach and even if I somehow have an A-, I'm not satisfied with it, because I'm not learning anything. Today was such a wake-up call for me. I've been slacking my grades bad lately, and I am getting this constant feeling that I don't want to care about what I get on my report card but yet I still do. I guess it's parental influence. -__- It's like giving up is a lot harder than trying. That sounds hard to understand but it just seems like that's appropiate to say right now. Dude, I really do not want to deal with school right now, and it's getting harder now and I hate Spanish because I do not understand it at all, and I hate English because I'm slacking, even though my Spanish and English teachers are pretty cool. Then lunch came around the corner and I forgot my fork to eat my rice with. -__- I failed my English Quiz on TKAM, even though it was easy as fuck. Fucking stupidass Nick, that's what I get for rushing just so I can help out with IFD because I got too much food on my mind like Coach Cris. Hahaha, I love him though. Dude, I'm tired as fuck and I just want to knock out, but I have to find one more fucking quote for English HW, and then go to Physics tutoring from 7:30 to 9. At least I got to end my school day watching the rest of Gandhi, and eating doughnuts in World History. I went straight home after school to eat and do my homework because I want to change my act. But I am currently failing it by being on the computer. -__- Monday's are such a hard day to get through for me, I have to deal with school, then do my homework, then when I got nothing left, I have to go Physics Tutoring. -__- <--- I always make that face, it makes me feel hella Chinese. Haha. Dude, today was such a gloomyass fuckin day man, I just wish President's Week was forever. YMCA everyday of the fucking week. At least I get to go tommorrow if I finish my homework quickly. Damn, my life feels hella boring lately and I need to get a life. I hate gloomy days, their mood-ruiners. Dude, going back to Spanish today and realizing I suck at Spanish, and failing an English Quiz really woke me up today. I am hella scared now and trippin way too much about my future and all that gay stuff, and scared of like failure and like not reaching the expectations of my parents. I fucking feel hella Asian and shit right now, it's such a gayass feeling man. I miss Fernando man, it would be go to class, fuck with Dyogi for two periods, haha then go fuck around with some other teacher, and still get like straight A's because it was easy as fuck, but now I guess my work ethic, really shows by the grade I'm getting in English and Spanish right now. -__- Damn, that was a lot of stuff I just said. I need a reality check, I should go to Francis's house and go to the sauna and look at some old, saggy balls and ask the dude if they're real.