Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Simple living
Watching Gandhi, and thinking about religion and my religious beliefs I think that I want to turn my life more into a simple living type of life with not too many wants, but I know that's impossible. I guess I do this because this reminds me about Buddhism and it's beliefs which is similar to Hinduism in a way I guess, but I'm not too sure. I guess all along, I have been trying to attain it in small ways and I guess I just gotta keep taking these small steps. Gandhi has really inspired me to a sense that I guess the way I think lately is different, it's like realization. Well school today was allright, nothing interesting really stands out in my head. I just don't want to deal with anything right now and I'm having all these stupid like problems with I guess priorities and all of that mumbo jumbo. I was really tired today though sleeping later than what I usually sleep at because of YMCA. All of these problems I have are really stupid, and whenever I don't wanna deal with it, I just wanna chill at the Y with all those old naked guys in the showers with their saggy balls, and take a shower with them. Haha. I really love going to the Y, and it's making me want to drive so I can drive myself there, but yet I'm not really serious about driving yet because I'm so fortunate enough to have my mom drive me everywhere, even if it's a hassle for me. -__- After I came home today, I just went Gould's study session, ate a little at home, and knocked out on the sofa, and then walked into my bed and knocked out a little longer. I woke up and took a shower and watched Click, and it just really changed my mood from pissed off and annoyed to like calm, and feeling bad for resenting Naomi. -__- I feel like I do things a lot but I don't know what I want out of doing it, or the purpose of it, and I am feeling like I'm in such a confused state. -__- It's "Quit Life Status Pt. 2" Haha. I wish I woke up earlier and went to the Y today, but I think I'm going tommorrow, so I gotta get all my homework done afterschool. =) I hope one day I'll see Mr. Gould there because I found out the other day he has membership there.
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