I feel really irritated about something stupid, so I have to stop. -__- I got to stop thinking about it because it's fucking retarded, and I swear to God, I have to stop cussing! Hmmm, well my Friday was allright, I think I just went home with Deepak and watched TV and stuff and then I went over to Fresh Choice for a while to eat with the guys, then I went to Kumon with Dunstan. It felt so weird being there, because it reminds me of my little kid years when I used to run around Westlake, and throw away my Kumon homework in the trashbins outside and stuff. Haha. I miss it and talking to all the teachers there like Esther and Stephanie and stuff, and giving them a hard time. I was suprised that they all remembered me, but not my name just my face. -__- I guess it just shows how annoying I was, because that's all they talked about when they talked about me. Haha, I was such a bother at Kumon when I was a kid, hella disruptive and stuff and I still am but I'm working on it! I sat outside for a while to go home and just reminisced about my days as a kid at Kumon and how much it really helped me in school when it came to Math. It just makes me really miss being a kid with no worries and makes me in a way scared of growing up. I got to stop being scared of every challenge or obstacle that comes my way because I am the biggest whimp on earth and I'm always scared of obstacles and challenges and taking risks but it's like you never know until you try. -__- Well that was my Friday, the next morning, I woke up at like 6:40 and went to YMCA around 7 and just shot around and tried working on my game but I still feel disappointed in how I'm such an indecisive person. I mean not just when it comes to basketball, but just my life in general and how I always cause problems to other people around me when I'm so fucking stupid and am being indecisive and I really want to change that, but I can't, it's like, "Okay, I'm sticking with this," or "I'm choosing this," but in the end I always end up changing my mind and never end up making it. I also gotta work on thinking way too much, I guess that's a factor on me when it comes to being indecisive, but I think way too much about all these little things that aren't even a big deal, and I realize that even though I may mess around with people a lot, and they can be really cruel sometimes, I'm such a hippocrit and am offended easily. I gotta stop being a pussy and cussing so much. I just went off-topic, I am supposed to talk about my day. Well after playing basketball, I worked out for about an hour or a little more, then I went home and watched my little brother's game. They won with a tie-breaking lay-up by Wai Min! He's too raw, that kid is going to be a star in high school, and I'll be like what the fuck, if he doesn't make Varsity his freshmen year, same with Richard's brother. Uhmm, I got a haircut after that and killed some time at home and Kevin Siao came over and we just tried killing some more time and I attempted a game of Call of Duty, but stopped after i died like 20 times and killed only one person. I am horrible at video games too! I went to RCH after to watch my little sister's scrimage, then went to Sunset Rec from 6-9 and then went to aunt's house to eat then went home. Today was an allright day, but I just got to stop thinking too much and just DO it. I hope I didn't bomb Mr. Gould's quiz, that'll break my heart if I do. =( Oh well, at least I get to play AAU tommorrow! Yay.